the last time i was really busy thinking about what i want in illustration, which goals i have etc.

I shirked to decide for an illustration style for a long time. it's hard to decide for one "signature", i wasn't clear about whether i want to do realistic stuff or a more stylized look; so for months i did: nothing.

Now that i experience some major changes in my life with my boyfriend going to yale, me working at jimdo, i cannot welsh this responsibility any longer. I decided for one style i am really good at and in the next few months i will practice it and slowly replace the drawings in my portfolio. I even created some marketing strategies, and the first step was to redesign my website in a look that says: Hey, i've grown up as an artist! a clean and minimalistic layout, so that the visitors fokus on that, what really matters: My art. 

the next step is to develop a working routine which comes with experience. 

decision's aren't easy, but somebody has to make them.